kit[inaboxw/brokenmirror]bits (kitbit) wrote,

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convos, i needa write about these things

meh otays... thinkin too muches and lonely but whats new 8:11 AM
hows you? 8:11 AM

oh noes 8:12 AM
what ya thinking too much about now kitty mew mew 8:12 AM

lol 8:12 AM
my life and stuffs 8:12 AM

oh c'mon 8:13 AM
tell tell 8:13 AM

>.> 8:14 AM!/video/video.php?v=340477861607 8:19 AM
and, well, last night i discovered/realized how people generally think i'm still a teen when they meet me.... 8:19 AM
it explains so much! and i should take it as a compliment i guess but tis frustrating 8:19 AM

i believe in miracles.. since you came.. you sexy thing 8:21 AM
oops.. i mean since you came along 8:21 AM

uhh huhs 8:21 AM

hahahahah 8:21 AM

>.> 8:22 AM

awww the attack of the ass monster 8:22 AM
hahahaha 8:22 AM

lol 8:22 AM
so yeeeah 8:27 AM
any thoughts on my predicament? 8:27 AM

well.. 8:28 AM
yeah.. i'd take it as a compliment.. 8:28 AM
that you're full of vim, verve, and vinegar.. 8:28 AM
i mean vigor 8:28 AM

i had been realizing when looking at like personals that i'm getting that ackward age cuz guys say they want somebody 28 or younger usually etc... and had been considering just saying i'm 20something before this/doing that whole "dont ask a woman their age" type attitude about it 8:28 AM
but... yeah reeeeeally found out last night tis worse than i thought hahaha 8:29 AM
i just never realized it was THAT bad, like okay my neice is a few years younger than me, and when we first tell peeps i'm her aunt nobody believes it 8:30 AM
few days ago a little girl looked back and forth between us going "HUH but...but... WHAT!?!? shouldnt she be YOUR aunt?" and she had been telling me how i reminded her of a girl she knew that looked a lot like me before that... so it was starting to dawn on me then 8:31 AM
but last night a lady told me no, she had taken me for a teen until i came out with it 8:32 AM
and... yeah when peeps meet a group and theres a teen... they immiedately look away/ignore them after that. seriously. WTF this is why i suck so much at being able to make any new friends here too. >.> 8:33 AM
people online don't want somebody over 28...people IRL think i'm a teen and too young to matter to them. !!!

hah yeah.. 8:47 AM
it's a horrible experience 8:47 AM
i still ilke to play silly games.. flash gamesd.. online games.. etc 8:47 AM

mmnhmmn 8:47 AM

and people are always like.. "wuts ur age" 8:47 AM
and if you dare tell 'em.. 34.. 8:47 AM
they are like.. OMG PERV 8:47 AM
i'm like.. wtf? 8:47 AM

lol 8:47 AM

i don't come here for sex.. 8:47 AM
i come to play a damned game 8:47 AM
yup 8:48 AM
i unnastas hon 8:48 AM

nuh uhhs 8:48 AM
*bites you* 8:48 AM
seriously i've been frustrating over it like..WTF... i figured it was either cuz i'm so shy/quiet at first in most situations or i'm always the odd one out that doesnt fit in, ya know with the girls i knew before they'd always make me seem the chubby one 8:49 AM

yeah eh 8:51 AM
it's no fun at all 8:51 AM

with bigger girls, i'm the one thats too small to fit in when they talk bout losing weight and giving clothes to each others, etc. and when i'm with them and guys come hitting on them after BBWs, well no i get ignored then too. 8:51 AM
so yeah.. wtf do ya do. >.> 8:51 AM
oh and then theres the umm, other thing. i got ANOTHER guy tell me how weird it is i'm like another version of them, tis creepy, i think zactly like a guy, but i have boobies! 8:52 AM
D: 8:52 AM
i'm like ".... yeeeeah okay don't think its too weird. i get that. a. LOT."

hahahah 8:54 AM
well.. it is a bit weird 8:54 AM
because.. 8:54 AM
a lot of girls have this.. 'we are a special group of people" mentality.. where guys are kicked outside into this "us versus them" mentality 8:54 AM
and so it's really nice to have someone be on teh same page 8:54 AM
rather than twisting our words around nito somethign we're not saying 8:55 AM

well... if guys think i'm like talkin to a guy... then that totally fudges me out on ever getting treated decently like a woman, rrrrright? BAH! 8:55 AM

the thign is.. 8:55 AM
that's not what i mean when i say that to you at all 8:55 AM
i'd love to treat ya like a lady 8:55 AM
i just think it's cool that you're not twisting my words around to attack me with them 8:56 AM
that's what i mean by it 8:56 AM
2 guys will have a conversation.. and the other guy takes what i say.. exactly the way i mean it 8:56 AM

i mean, yeah i want guys to be honest and no BS... and most guys SAY they want that when they look for women, but ummn NO they don't treat it the same. so i need girl lessons without being a bitch or something. 8:56 AM

a guy and a girl have the same conversation.. and she twists it around.. 'what did he mean when he said.. blah blah blah.. i think he meant.. .. OMG.. he meant it.. I KNOW HE meant it.. i'm going to make him pay for saying that.. DAMN HIM" 8:57 AM
when it's not what he meant at all 8:57 AM

o_0 8:57 AM

so when i say it to you.. what i'm saying is.. 8:57 AM
"I'd still love to treat ya like a lady.. but it's nice that you understand what i'm saying.. the way talking to a guy would" 8:57 AM
you are who you are.. without all the pretencious bullshittery of talking to a woman 8:58 AM
that's what i mean 8:58 AM

rofl 8:58 AM
<3 8:58 AM

it's not saying i want to treat you like a man 8:58 AM
it's just.. that.. i'm not having to play the "ok.. how do i make sure i haven't said anythign that can get twisted around on me to the nth degree" 8:58 AM

im not saying guys treat me like a man when they talk to me enough and realize these things, but no it's certainly not like a woman 8:59 AM
its so weird, i get confused by the LITTLE things like this with guys. i mean there's so much guys wont say, and i know that and their reasons and usually it's easy and simple to understand. ya know? 9:00 AM
but then they go and flip out at me without warning sometimes totally uncalled for too and i'm like WTF where the heeeeeeell did this come from? and it can hurt as bad as what bitches do to ya sometimes, but it IS different.

hahahahahahahhahhaha 9:14 AM
yeah.. 9:14 AM
people are goofy sa shit 9:15 AM
i'm not laughing at your circumstances. 9:15 AM
i'm laughing at "hurt as bad as what bitches do" 9:15 AM

i think the problems probably come in when they treat and talk to me like a guy for the most part, don't tell me what they're thinking/expecting of me, while at the same time thinking of me as THEIR woman which they've never truly told me or acted like it was happening, ya know? 9:15 AM

cuz i know exactly what ya mean 9:15 AM
well yeah 9:16 AM

and... i know, i think tis all amusing too 9:16 AM
just... things that i never really REALIZED, it doesn't depress me and i get all BROODING over my past relationships, etc. but that's what they're in the past for, to learn from and realize WTF happened, right? 9:17 AM

and for a good laugh later in life 9:17 AM

yup 9:17 AM
well thing with me is, i DO laugh about it and find the irony of the situations when i realize it... but i guess some people can't see that when i do it. 9:18 AM

yup 9:19 AM
people are goofy shits.. 9:19 AM
they really are 9:19 AM

*sighs and leans onya* 9:22 AM

awww *huggems* 9:24 AM
so i've decided i like the way you play with words.. 9:24 AM
and i've decided to call cybor sex.. 9:25 AM
sigh-bore secks 9:25 AM

lol youve just decided this? well i likes teh way you play with words too 9:25 AM
thats totally fitting! 9:25 AM

hahah well.. i've decided that a long time ago 9:25 AM

/ninja. >.> 9:25 AM

awwww.. ty ty

hmmn a long time ago... how many years has it been now lol 9:27 AM
more than ten eesh 9:27 AM
oooooh hey erm guess whats, so i found another one of my old school IRC poomers on FB 9:29 AM
inuddo if you remembers him too ... ya might should 9:29 AM
oh gawds you got quiet dont tell me you're peekin at that massive chat log stash you have now to find out *shudders* 9:31 AM

haha 9:53 AM

no actually i was making breakfast 9:54 AM
and it took longer than i expected 9:54 AM

/sniffs at it for vegan scraps 9:54 AM

i thought i was just gonna make a peanut butter and jenay sammich 9:54 AM

but then i was like.. "no wait.. wait.." 9:54 AM
are doritos considered vegan? 9:55 AM

i went outsides and brushed my braids out... was gonna go make oatmeals for breakfast, didnt turn ont he light in the kitchen and slipped through freggin puddle of liquidy cat puke i didnt see(wood floors, it blends in) 9:55 AM

awww 9:56 AM

so... yeah went washed that off, had to change pants, lost my appetites for bein in there to make breakfasts 9:56 AM

cat horf is nasty that way 9:56 AM

ummn doritos are cheesy 9:56 AM
so no 9:56 AM
9:56 AM
WHAT kinda breakfast is dat? 9:56 AM
/slap 9:56 AM

hahaha 9:56 AM
it's a yummy on? 9:56 AM
one 9:56 AM


i just wanted regular corn chips.. 9:57 AM
but.. 9:57 AM
my buddy brought these to me.. 9:57 AM
so.. i'm not one to through things away 9:58 AM

< nag>zomg didnt your mama and me ever teach ya nuffin bout good breakfasts?</nag> 

errm otays sorry dunno what came over me, carry on

well to be honest.. 9:59 AM
when i was standing in the kitchen 9:59 AM
and i saw the salsa.. 9:59 AM
it was like.. OM NOM NOM NOM 9:59 AM
and so everything just kinda sprang fro there 9:59 AM
from 9:59 AM

hehe 10:00 AM

cuz then i wanted onions 10:00 AM

<,< 10:00 AM

and then i wanted black olives.. 10:00 AM
and then i wanted beans 10:00 AM
and then.. and then.. and then 10:00 AM

know what i do when that happens 10:00 AM
fry up some potatoes/onions, throw in some beans, scramble eggs and make yummers breakfast burritos 10:01 AM

oh me oh my 10:01 AM
ok.. 10:01 AM
teleport device... ACTIVATE! 10:01 AM
get your lil tushy over here.. right meow! 10:01 AM

course when im vegan tis done with scrambled tofu...and zomg my tvp sausage stuff 10:01 AM
lol 10:01 AM
i also had a speedy cheaty version though, just scramble eggs in the microwave and use frozen hash browns or tator tots etc 10:02 AM
>.> 10:02 AM

yeah... but.. 10:03 AM
when you teleport here.. 10:03 AM
you'll make the real thing 10:03 AM
right? 10:03 AM
cuz.. you're awesome 10:03 AM

yup 10:04 AM
>.> 10:04 AM
lol 10:04 AM
i'd make whatever you'd like best! yays! that'd kinda be the point! 10:04 AM

wooohooo 10:05 AM
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